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I set up a private blog way long back.. Some of the things I don't wish to express it here or twitter.. I'll post to my own private blog. I don't think there will be any update here anymore.. unless I'm damn free or bored to tears.

I don't spend much time at home these days. You probably have to reach me through mobile. Yesterday met up w tiff.. she said I mia for quite sometime.. No news from me.. yea....... i totally shagged alrdy now. work work work!! n looking for full time job.

so ............. cya xanga n people~

:)

Wanna rant what I tweeted earlier on..

1) Patients always step in the clinic asked if the doctor is in.. Aren't you asking the obvious? Doctor don't hire me just to sit here and answer you "yea he's not in" . & for fuck if the doctor is not in , and I open e clinic myself? Just to mop floor or do paper work eh?

Btw when they asked this question.. they always have a "doctor is not in" that kind of face. Not convincing, then don't see the doctor.

2) A lady patient came in to the clinic and asked "Can I see a doctor?" I used in a jokingly manner replied.. "Can I say NO?" This kind of people.. can be more stupid or not? I have people telling me she/her wants to see a doctor.. then standing there expect me knowing his/her details by staring each other? WRITE DOWN YOUR NAME LA.. No details how to see doctor? Not like it's your first time kua lao goon..

3) I'm not a living street directory. No idea how to come? Check the map book, or gps la.. I won't know ALL the routes in SG please. I don't drive .. how do I know that much? There was once a man called up asked for road directions.. he wasted my 10 mins.. I guided him .. he don't understand.. then turned back say I'm not HELPFUL. Major wtf. From then onwards.. whoever calls in, I'll replied "sorry I'm not sure" Even I know I also di gong , say don't know.

4) I dun mind if patients called up to check if the clinic is open, but when I replied .. they sound like I'm lying to em .. and went on repeating the same question.. " IS THE CLINIC OPEN ? " Wtf right? If not open, I picked up the call for fuck? N there's no any answering machine to answer you this question at all!

It really irritates me man.. seriously.

Receptionist line definitely don't suits me. You see these people asked such questions.. you should know what I'm gonna reply em next..

F*** Off.

The things most people want to know are usually none of their concern. It's funny to see why people can talk so much about you and at the same time behave like nothing happen when they see u. Friendly like a "smiling tiger".

I don't know what's the deal, I don't think I need to account to anyone except myself, that's include YOU( my mum). I'm so pissed off like.. why are you trying to involve these minor details in my life? My life, you want to involve. My r/s, you want to involve too. Even my work now, you try to involve too. WHY ? & don't try to compare me with others. We've different views and ways of work. If you want to gossip with that bitchy neighbour, I'm not interested. Don't tell me what I need to do or how at work. I don't need it.. I'm old enough to see who are the real hypocrites. She's one of them. Don't tell me you can't see that?

Wtf with these people you tell me............. If you have something to say, come rub it to my face. Why bother to bitch behind my back then act so friendly to me? I treated you badly? I'm fierce? I have attitude problem? You don't like working with me? I don't know anything and I can't help of? All these you can feedback to me. I'm glad to iron things out with you. But too bad you didn't. I knew these long ago when I started to work since 14. I knew there's people hiding behind trying to get rid of you.. and you've succeeded.

By the way.. once I became nasty. You try to be busybody right? I'll make you jobless too. :)

I've tender my resignation alrdy. I'm glad too. Finally I could leave this ugly place. Bye hypocrites. We'll never meet again.

Thanks to you.. another lesson added .. experienced gained.

To me the honeymoon period is the time when you can't stop thinking about him, missing him and you get that feeling in your stomach every time you see him, talk to him or get a text from him. Honeymoon period can last forever if you're with the right guy.

An everlasting honeymoon period is idealistic. Everyone wants that. Few actually get it.